Protected: Was There Ever Hope In The First Place?

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The Pinnacle And Pit Of Iman

In the name of Allah, the Most Compassionate and Most Merciful.

Salam All.

I’ve been troubled by a few incidents lately. First is my in-camp punishment thing and next, knowing that my friends went to “lorong” or dark alley.

In one of the blogs I read, there was this person who thought Islam doesn’t hold any importance to her anymore. I don’t know why but I feel it’s the same for me too. Some days I feel like attending this and that majlis and the next I want to be a party animal and shake the stress away. Some days my flame of love for Allah and Rasulullah just… died, like that.

Well, I guess I’ll be looking around to find my lost iman. Till then, keep me in your prayers please.

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I Wonder

I wonder how does it feel to be at the counter with all the official haji/umrah papers.

I wonder how does it feel to attend the courses.

I wonder how does it feel to get the jabs.

I wonder how does it feel to pack your bags for Masjidil Haram.

I wonder how does it feel in the last few days at home before departure.

I wonder how does it feel to go to the airport with throngs of like-minded people and their families.

I wonder how does it feel to board the plane to the destination.

I wonder how does it feel to be in Jeddah.

I wonder how does it feel to stay in a hotel where the Kabah is right smack in front of your room.

I wonder how does it feel to step inside Masjidil Haram and feel Allah.

I wonder how does it feel to leave Makkah for Madina.

I wonder how does it feel to be inside Masjid Nabawi.

I wonder how does it feel to be able to see Prophet Muhammad SAW’s tomb.

I wonder how does it feel to leave everything altogether and return home =(.

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I will know when I do my Umrah in 2010, insyaAllah =)